in the end…
June 29, 2006I am here, again. Snglguy, I am doing my best in moving on. I actually thought that I have moved on considering that I have decided to let go, be the whatever person and let things be. I have accepted the decision, had no bitterness, and was moving on — when all these happened.
Perhaps it was my own doing as well. I don't know. Have I believed too much that people are innately good? Just? Good? Having this habit of seeing the good in people even if they keep on putting you down is a tough decision to make. When you come to face your worst nightmare come alive on a daily basis, it just maybe the thrill of the challenge of when the next volcano erruption would take place that makes it worth it. Imagine ~ being a seismologist!
What was it that I have done wrong? Being open? Being honest? Any regrets? I tell you one thing. In just as many mishaps that I have surpassed, I do not have any regrets. Each shout, each accusation, each "seemed" mistake has taught me how to be who I am now, and I will not exchange that for anything in the world. These things maybe fiction or hoax, it's your choice to see it from where you are sitting. I respect that. What matters is, in the end, I know what was real, and what was not. And I learned.
Truth is incovertible. Malice may attack it, ignorance may deride it, but in the end, there it is.~Winston Churchill
