in the end…
June 29, 2006I am here, again. Snglguy, I am doing my best in moving on. I actually thought that I have moved on considering that I have decided to let go, be the whatever person and let things be. I have accepted the decision, had no bitterness, and was moving on — when all these happened.
Perhaps it was my own doing as well. I don't know. Have I believed too much that people are innately good? Just? Good? Having this habit of seeing the good in people even if they keep on putting you down is a tough decision to make. When you come to face your worst nightmare come alive on a daily basis, it just maybe the thrill of the challenge of when the next volcano erruption would take place that makes it worth it. Imagine ~ being a seismologist!
What was it that I have done wrong? Being open? Being honest? Any regrets? I tell you one thing. In just as many mishaps that I have surpassed, I do not have any regrets. Each shout, each accusation, each "seemed" mistake has taught me how to be who I am now, and I will not exchange that for anything in the world. These things maybe fiction or hoax, it's your choice to see it from where you are sitting. I respect that. What matters is, in the end, I know what was real, and what was not. And I learned.
Truth is incovertible. Malice may attack it, ignorance may deride it, but in the end, there it is.~Winston Churchill
of building, burning and re-bulding bridges
June 28, 2006And I thought that my post last Sunday about my resignation is the final rant I could post while I am still here. Alas, unfortunate luck, here's another one.
Monday was a non-working day because it was the replacement for last Saturday's work. Yesterday, I wasn't feeling well, and had some things to do, so I called in sick (which is 80% accurate). Today, I came in time, got a leave form, went to the Clinic to get clearance, and attended the group's morning meeting. Since I came in just in time, it was only after the meeting that I was able to pull my laptop, plug it in the network and replicated previous days mails. I got mail from the support team, from the Project team, and from my Local manager. It took me a good 30-40 minutes to read through them. Here are the distinctive ones.
come back good bye
June 26, 2006Part 1: COME BACK
I knot that it's been a long time. For the first time ine my blogging life, some people actually felt the slight loss. Probably, no more work related rants here, huh? OMG!!! My first come back post is an emo… waaaah.
Okay, enough of that. I might puke. I have been really busy. Really. I was able to view my blog site for a while, but only up to that. I didn't have time even to log in and approve comments. Earlier, I approved all pending comments. Wow! You guys are really reading this… hahaha. Thank you, whoever you are, wherever you are (there, since appreciation). I really am grateful.
happy birthday, nanay!
June 1, 2006Today is the birtday of the world's greatest Nanay of all!!! Okay, I think I am a little bit biased - more than a bit, but can you help me? Come on. You have your own mothers, too. So make them your greatest on your own blog. Haha. Just kidding. I am happy because we got together one whole big family (with my brother's girlfriend in tow) even just for dinner. With each of us having his or her own busy schedule, coming up with one schedule together is a rare gift. My sister who's a nurse had to move her shift, I had to go home early from work, and my brother and his girlfriend who preferred living in their online gaming world had to give it up - for a while. 
